Brown Stripes and Bondage

While I was enjoying my bacon and cheese bunwich at Dunkin Donuts, I still found my order slip taped on my tray. I am not sure how I would react to what was written there, and because of that, I decided not to leave the order slip on my tray and brought it home with me.
The brown stripe top that was described in the order slip was one of those outfits that was hanging on our clothes rack for more than a year already. The first and the last time I wore it was on my sister's 18th birthday. It indeed took me quite a while to wear it because first, I reckoned that it was a "party outfit," and second, My brother told me that night that someone told him the top made me look fatter. I am not trying to say here that I lost enough weight to pull of the get up, but I think the dark, tight-fit jeans that I just recently bought gave me some confidence to pair it with that top, thus, my wearing it the second time around.

Me wearing the brown stripe top on my sister's brithday. Too bad I didn't think about taking a pic of myself so that we can at least spot the difference or something. But whataheck? I don't think there was any difference at all save maybe for the curly hair, which I pretty much gave up for the time being.

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As I was slowly consuming my bunwich and munchkins, I suddenly had a guilt trip again over my heavy snack. Aside from the fact that it might add another pound...maybe kilo in my weight, it would also create a huge dent on my budget. I sadly texted my cousin that for the past week, I am slowly bringing back practically all my bad habits that I thought I left in the big city. I was even making these sorry excuses that I needed them to gain full momentum at work, especially now that I am going to have my hands full on paperworks. I also can't help but think if these are my way of punishing myself, or atoning for whatever I thought I did wrong over the years or something. Either way, I am not sure anymore if it is worth going back, or rewinding. I don't really know what to think anymore. I haven't been myself for the past 4 weeks already. It's like this chain I have been carrying for so long is really beginning to feel its real weight already and its slowly consuming not only my energy but my entire being as well. I feel so tired that I am now relying on those things I was trying to set aside just to keep breathing...

Anyway, more of it in my next blog. I think that CAN give us [me included, of course] a cleaer picture...

Definitely Never Again

A video posted on YouTube showing Philippine doctors laughing while removing an object from a patient may lead to charges against the surgeons and cost them their medical licenses, officials said Wednesday. The unauthorized nearly 3-minute video of a noisy operating room shows doctors and nurses laughing, giggling and cheering. At one point, a hand appears with a cell phone camera taking a close-up picture of the surgery(www.global-report.com).

A nearly three minute video of doctors and nurses acting like bunch of jerks in an operating room table?! What were they thinking? Didn't they even consider that the patient just rammed it into his butt accidentally?

That is why I can't help but sympathize with my cousin, as what she has written in her blog. I can't help that these people, who swore to be of service to people, would do such a stunt like this! They don't even deserve to be skinned alive...they should be fed to lions...or better yet, let them experience an eye-for-an-eye punishment. Let's see how they would beg for forgiveness for what they did. Let them cry tears of blood and they still won't be forgiven! Hah!

The sad part here is, according to news, the idiot behind the video is still unknown[typical in cyberspace]. No faces of those medical morons were shown in that infamous video. Even though there would be records to back the patient up, but with our country's judicial system, will that be enough to incarcerate them?

This must be a lesson to all of us, especially those who suddenly shifted to the medical field hoping that it would bring them to a greener pasture. Being a nurse/doctor is not an easy, or pansosyal job, as how others put it [by glorifying the R.N. or M.D. title next to their name]. Like teaching, medicine is also a vocation. It takes passion and dedication to be in the medical field by saving lives and serving other people in need. I am sure that is part of their oath as licensed doctors and/or nurses. If they were able to forget it [apparently, since they made a wonderful video that depicted doom to their license], they really don't deserve to be called doctors or nurses in the first place.

And I bet because of what they did, more quack doctors will get rich. They seem to be more reliable than these idiots who claim to be the most educated people in the country.

Yeah, right.

2F4 on Cam...a.k.a. The papparazzi attack

this is in response to what the vamp and the empresh talked about online a couple of weeks ago. hope this pretty much gave a clearer pic of it!!


lovingly dedicated to my girls!! consider this a flower to whatever might ail us along the way...miss y'all!!


cheers!!

Cat and Mouse by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

I am hesitant to upload the song in my multiply account 'coz they might cancel my account this time!! tsk. anyway, I liked the thought that such cheesy, romantic theme has a funny title. but then, if you are going to read the lyrics thoroughly...you can't think of any other title after all!

for the cat who was chasing on that long highway forever...will all i ever wanted do really come with a price?

Song lyrics | Cat And Mouse lyrics